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reks
01-26-2004, 07:38 AM
UNGRATEFUL SORROW

At dawn shey departed
My mind tried to console me -
" Everything is Maya".
Angrily I replied:
"Here's this sewing box on the table,
that flower-pot on the terrace,
this monogrammed hand-fan on the bed---
all these are real."

My mind said: "Yet, think again."
I rejoined: " You better stop.
Look at this storybook,
the hairpin halfway amongst its leaves,
signaling the rest is unread;
if all these things are "Maya",
then why should "shey" be more unreal?"


My mind becomes silent.
A friend arrived and says:
"That which is good is real
it is never non-existent;
entire world preserves and cherishes it its chest
like a precious jewel in a necklace."


I replied in anger: "How do you know?
Is a body not good? Where did that body go?"


Like a small boy in a rage hitting his mother,
I began to strike at everything in this world
that gave me shelter.
And I screamed:" The world is treacherous."


Suddenly, I was startled.
It seemed like someone admonished me :" You- ungrateful ! "


I looked at the crescent moon
hidden behind the tamarisk tree outside my window.
As if the dear departed one is smiling
and playing hide-and-seek with me.


From the depth of darkness punctuated by scattered stars
came a rebuke: "when I let you grasp me you call it an deception,
and yet when I remain concealed,
why do you hold on to your faith in me with such conviction?"

~~ Rabindranath Tagore ~~


"Shey" in Bengali means either he or she.

Bluelotus
12-30-2004, 10:18 PM
...yet when I remain concealed,
why do you hold on to your faith in me with such conviction?


I do not know why ...but only when we lose what we had do we yearn for it more
I put it down to some evolutionary mistake in our judgement software :ahha:

loss is so painful to accept .....and there is no other way but to accept and move on


I'm liking this poet more and more ...thank you reks :b: